Dec 192010
Delusional
I guess
to even think
a friendship
exists
Crazy
even maybe
to hold on
when dreams
evaporate
Hopeful
beyond reason
for the slightest
chance of
reciprocation
Telling
my self
to let go
I am
afraid
Aching
all day
I feel weak
as if
ill
Loneliness
is this
what it feels
so empty
inside
Desperately
clinging to
diversions so as
to forget
everything
God
if possible
can this cup
please pass
me